Saturday, February 28, 2009

March around the corner


February begins to slip away as night falls and we can feel the tug of winter, grasping and holding on to us. Perhaps some snow or ice? Persephone is still underground. Demeter is waiting, anxiously pacing the stiff earth and sear countryside.

Now we are in Lent. Regardless of one's religious bent, Lent can offer us a time to reflect and notice the small still voice that whispers through the pines.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Sadness


Today the universe lost a special and wonderful person. Perhaps she was ready to leave. But we were not. When you pass by an older woman on the street you probably do not even see her. You dismiss her as insignificant, unimportant, old and thereby done. How tragic- for you. My friend was a bright shining hard beam of witty and loving goodness. She was mercifully spared the indignities of modern medicine except for her final six days in the hospital. No purgatory for her. She knows what is what.

Some people must go through months of process to disconnect from the world. Others are floating here but really existing in the heart of all that is. That was my friend. I cannot name her but I can tell you that in the world, there are those who matter. Whose gentle goodness and keen intellect and sharp sense of humor define what it is to be human. That was her. Only the poets can capture this feeling. Mary Oliver. Charles Wright. Others. Only the poets. Not the philosophers Maybe Plato... Maybe...


"To live in this world, you must be able to do three things: to love what is mortal; to hold it against your bones knowing your own life depends on it; and, when the time comes to let it go, to let it go” --Mary Oliver

Sunday, February 15, 2009

The Aesthetic of Nature

What is it to view nature aesthetically?

Friday, February 13, 2009

The Geography of Childhood





I am working on an article/presentation on the concept of space, nature, animals and childhood. In what ways does our immersion within a natural world, the space that surrounds our home, our path to school, our after school dreamtime affect who we are and who we become? Surely who I am has been deeply formed by growing up in the middle of a city where the Queens borough Bridge defined my skyline and floated above the rooftop world where clothes were hung and hide and seek were played. the dizzying drop to the ground always offering an edge of terror to the black tar sponginess of irregular shapes and secret spaces. Then again, roaming through wild grass on the edge of the ocean, establishing my kingdom of dune-home, secret paths through swamplands-- all of these childhood imaginative space, a shining circle of being in which I could breathe, be myself and rule.

My story is but one. So, how does the world as nature, as animated, appear to the young child and offer her an ontological anchor? What living beings spoke to you when you were five? And told you their secrets? Adults are divorced from the camaraderie of the child and animal world. Both child and animal are small, viewed as insignificant and indeed, as we might say today, are marginalized from the adult world of power and action. Ah, but are they? Or do they inhabit an alternative world in which animals confide in the child and the child rules her kingdom by the sea, in the playground, backyard, dusty alley. What world is revealed to children that adults have lost the ability to see, to sense, to feel?

Friday, February 6, 2009

Heartbreaking movie

So I just watched the Visitor. What a heart-rending movie about being lost in life, illegal in this country and transcending barriers.